Author Archives: wearinthin

And she’s gone

So she’s gone. The one person in my life I thought I could count on. And I know I still can. Sort of. We just won’t be seeing each other or talking to each other for a year. Until I … Continue reading

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Missing someone

I miss someone. A person who’s close to me and yet far away. Not a friend. But a person who makes me cry every day. Not tears of pain, at least not physical pain. She has never hurt me or … Continue reading

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“I hate myself”

Pretty intensive counseling session today that revolved in part around my statement of “I hate myself”. Counselor asked why I hate myself and the circling answer was because I am me. Now I have the homework of defining what me … Continue reading

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Bipolar high!

Woooowwwww! All I can say right now. SO high on bipolar energy that I don’t know what to do with myself. I want to jump around like a bouncy ball, paint the world red, sing loud, drum on the table, … Continue reading

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Hunger Games

Playing my own hunger games. How much hunger can I stand? How many hours in a day can I go without eating? I find that it sometimes is harder than others, that I enjoy the feeling of my cold limbs … Continue reading

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Fasting?

So I know it’s probably not a good idea to start this but I decided I’d do it anyway and see how it goes. Fasting. I’ve done it before and it is a feeling I sometimes miss… I mean, I … Continue reading

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Still hoping, still not coping

Still hoping that things will change between my Ex-roommate and me… that she’ll see me, not ignore me, talk with me, in short – that we’ll be friends. I’m still not coping with the facts very well. On the contrary, … Continue reading

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