Even with new medication I seem to be crawling up the wall! I just can’t sit still, can’t get the ants out of my limbs, can’t feel like I did anything worthwhile, can’t stop MOVING!!!!!!!!! I know my thoughts have started racing again and I am feeling like I’m in a manic state of mind that will never end! I want it to end, I want the meds to work, I want to feel like *myself*!!!! I don’t want to be locked up in a psychiatric ward!!!!