SO: If I want to cut just for fun and because I want to go to the ER and get stitches… does that make me a weirdo? I have had so much energy all day that I don’t know what to do with and and how to release it. I’m just not in a very healthy place right now but it’s a happy place!!!!!!!!!! Happy happy happy! But I still want to cut really deep and see my own blood and stuff. Which doesn’t make me a healthy person, right? And I’m still depressed but I can’t shut up and my psychiatrist says it might be the medication that is doing this! Yay for medication that does stuff like this! Yay, yay, yay!