Monthly Archives: February 2011

Food & purging

Drank too much beer last night (two bottles) and too much wine (one bottle). Then had wayyyy too much food given the fact that I usually don’t really eat anything. Also makes me drunk faster. Today I feel fat because … Continue reading

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Role playin’

So sad to see that people just go for the role playing…. I wondered about it all day and then saw some facebook “likes” and status comments to which I wish I could respond in honesty… but apparently honesty doesn’t … Continue reading

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Cut & Fool

🙂 I had so much fun at this meeting tonight… fooled everyone and could smile & be polite. Secretly I always pushed my arm and leg where I had previously cut so I could feel the sweetness of the pain. … Continue reading

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Desire to cut

So my counselor said that I should distract myself when I want to cut and try to find out what the reasons are for the desire to hurt myself. I’ll try to do both in one and write this post … Continue reading

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Too much whining

I guess I did too much whining the last couple of days. Or maybe not too much but to the wrong people? I don’t know. I just told one of my friends a little about the reason why I’m depressed … Continue reading

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Why this blog?

I guess the first question anyone would ask when hearing that yet another person has created a blog is “Why?” Why would anyone create a blog? And what is the ultimate goal of a blog? In my case the answers … Continue reading

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